Oh dear...

Ok - I should have weighed myself on day 1 - but I last weighed a couple of weeks ago. During this time I still ate junk, and drank a lot of alcohol (wine and brandy), so I could have easily put on more weight.

I weighed this morning and I'm up 500g. Looking at my food log I don't see anything wrong, so I'm going to calorie count for a couple of days. It might also be a bit of water retention. D suggested I use this weigh in as my starting weight, and just keep on going. Provided I am not having my period, I will weigh again in 2 weeks time.

This last week has been so very emotional for me, too. I've been having extreme ups and downs: dealing with rejection, a new diet, interviews, family drama, and so on. I'm trying real hard to be happy and calm.

This afternoon is my final interview at a big corporate company. If I don't get the job, then I'm going to see it as a sign that it's simply not meant to be, and move on to something else. I must remember that no matter what happens, I will be fine.

Even painted my nails today - Barely There!

I must keep going... I must.